hiya!!!!

iheartlouboutin asked: cool beans. I'm doing one that allows for more calories because I am not working out much right now and can't survive on 300 calories while in school and dealing with finals. I like that you work out to gain a deficit! Pretty cool! Good luck with your goals!

I know there is a healthy skinny girl diet out there that has the same kind of calorie plan but allows more calories like 800-1000.  You can probably find a list somewhere.  Good luck to you too!!!!!

Grrrr

Today is such a crappy aggravating day.  I honestly hate just sitting here all day everyday not doing much.  I hate not having a job :( like it really is getting pretty insane in my head not having one.  I want to be as independent as I used to be working full time and just having money to do what ever I wanted.  Living in Cali has been such a stupid nightmare for me now a days.  Josh and I have chalked up the move here to being a semi good thing because we got to start our Youtube channel which I do enjoy but I don’t have money to do stuff and people are always constantly looking for more content in our daily vlogs..  I have no money to do anything so why just film myself sitting in the apartment exercising or just watching tv.  I feel like everyone thinks that I’m lazy and I enjoy sitting home all the time.  If there wasn’t such a horrible job market out here I would have a good job like my old one.  I just want to move back and get my old job back.  I miss my friends and my family and I just want my old life back.  All I can do is just waste my day away with exercising and being concerned about what I eat because I have nothing else to do.  I’ll just keep doing that and counting down the days until I get to go home for Christmas.  

SGD

So I have started the Skinny Girl Diet and am currently on day 5..  I feel like I should be including the calories for vegetables and fruits for my daily intake.  Would love to know how many of you do or do not include the calories from fruits/veggies.  Any advice is appreciated.

Livejournal??

So I have come to the conclusion that having a Tumblr is just like having a LiveJournal back in the day..  If this is true there might be a lot of cursing on here when i’m ranting lol.  I broke into my LiveJournal just a few months ago and could not believe how angry I was around the age 15-19.  I really was an unhappy kid and I’m guessing I really must of just relied on my friends and family to help me through those years.  I also cursed a lot.. I mean A LOT I must of thought it was cool or something.  I did love reliving some awesome times from those posts too. 

Here is one of my posts from back in the day 2/2/2005

I’m acutally going to update this thing because I’m bored as fuck and have nothing else better to do with my life.

Nothing really new has been happening. Alot of bullshit and drama just went down the last two weeks but it’s all over and I’ve learned my lesson. Drama= bad lol. 

School still sucks like woah. I still have to hand in some things for my graduation project haha. I got it all done I just didn’t get it in yet. God graduation is really starting to creep up on us.. it’s going to be hear before you know it. It’s kinda scary but I’m def. really happy to finally graduate. I just can’t wait for prom to come. I’ve already got my date.. I can’t wait to go dress shopping. For once I’m actually excited about shopping. I just hope Sam asks her certain someone, and I hope everyone else gets dates too because I want everyone to go so we can party it up. And I know one thing for sure.. a certain bitch is not going to ruin my night weeee. 

Let’s see what else is there to talk about. No good concerts are coming up as of yet. I recently saw Hawthorne Heights, Spitalfield, Number One Fan and Black Maria at the Metro. That was one of the funnest shows I’ve been to besides standing outside in the fucking coldest temps ever. I def got sick from standing outside at that show. 

Hmm.. Also good news I’m kinda on a healthy diet. Not to loose too much weight just to eat a bit healthier and I think I lost some pounds. My pants are becoming too baggy for the liking and I can move my belt up one more notch. woot woot for that lol. 

Well thats all I really have to talk about so I’m gonna do this survey, becuase I just fucking love them, and then go eat some rice cakes, becasue I just fucking love them too lol.

Hahaha good reads.. apparently I didn’t know how to spell either or use a spell check.  So yea if you are reading this and are in high school and can relate to all this anger.. we we’re all there once and you’ll get through it lol.   HAHA oh yea I was still saying woot woot back then.. that is pretty awesome!!!